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february burns

by LuvP

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a song about my seasonal depression

lyrics

Taking in the cold frigid air
Resisting the urge to cut off my hair
Going by my day to day waiting for this
Such a fleeting feeling, my happiness

Waking up to nothing but dread
Can't muster the strength to get out of bed
Showing off a fake smile to the passerbys
As emotions resound without a sound

Tonight, pain only grows
Pain only grows…

The gaze of others burn my skin
I cannot recall when the tears begin
Harsher words then spoken in my head
I was just a child then, now I hurt again

Used to have trouble in my sleep
Now I’m praying for an eternal dream
I don’t even have the facade to appear
And apologize to the me of yesterday

Pain only shows
Pain only shows…

Can’t be bothered to keep me fed
All these horrid thoughts won’t escape my head
Thinking of the pain I caused giving them hate
I’d be better off dead, I can’t debate

Can’t help but feel I’m out of place
Yet I can’t bear to see his crying face
Thinking of the pain I’d cause giving them woe
Will I have the strength to wake up to tomorrow?

Pain only grows
Pain only grows
Pain only shows
Pain only shows
Pain only knows
Pain only knows

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released March 15, 2023
video by RuslanSikunov

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LuvP Clovis, California

An autistic vocal synth producer trying to make her music dreams come true.

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