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Safe Spaces

by LuvP

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1.
Awakening 03:52
A field of flowers surrounding me My head hazy, my eyes are dizzy Two dark figures emerge in my sight I’m too scared to pick a fight “Hey, don’t take a nap here, get up now.” “Hey, milord, he’s not trustworthy so-” “Say, how about you join us shepards?” “Hey, it’ll be ok!” (I’m sorry) I’m scared I’ll turn out to be such a monster I’ll be exempt from receiving your high honor I shouldn’t believe in a word that he says! I still...feel like… My memories rushing through my head I’d be better off without them, yet I feel like I can trust the words said Then you ran to me saying “Hey, are you sure you’re really ok?” “Hey, there’s something off about today…” “Say, how about we get some shut eye?” “Hey, let’s sleep tight tonight.” (My true name is...) I’m scared I’ll turn to be an anti-hero! I don’t deserve to be around you trusted folk You take your sword in hand and aim to my heart Tears flow...you know... Was that really my fault, am I the monster? The Thoron crushing through your chest I can conjure Being unable to fulfill in my role I’m losing all control! I’m so sorry for being such a monster Killing your father in front of you’s not proper Please take your sword in hand and stab through my heart Before he tears me apart I can’t break these Invisible Ties The Mad King Gangrel offers no prize We were on the Verge of History This is our Awakening Say, do you know how To Slay a God? Hey, Naga’s Voice reveals I’m a fraud Hey, please don’t cry, you’re of Sacred Blood Say, Grima is my name
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Eyes shade of blue These white walls never changing a hue Those memories drifting away for him to find one day I guess that's okay... (I promise it's okay) I am a fool In this world where I'm used as a tool These drawings I create aren't all fake Some may tell your fate That's my only trait (I sweat it's not too late...) On stormy seas I'll help seek this chain of memories I swear I'm the good guy, I'm no fight, stolen dreams tonight But I guess you're right (If you're mad, that's all right...) We'll meet again Someday soon, when the light will consume All that will be destroyed in the darkness have yet to try But I guess that's fine... (I guess you're right...)
3.
Telling you the truth with no act of treason I’m sure you won’t make it out alive next season With those revolvers that you hold in your hands You have to make it through time’s deadliest sands This scarf around my neck held high like a noose How can you be so confident that you won’t lose? I’ll see you when the stars in the sky align And when my mother’s drinking her blood red wine I’ll smile arrogantly Smiling arrogantly Why, it’s such a pity, oh my, such a pity With the moon in the sky, no plan to die I know we’re trying our hardest to live, both you and I Waiting for you in the stars Destroying me isn’t an easy task, it leaves scars Can you accept it? This path you're walking? Will you accept it? This fate that you’ll try fighting? I know this is the end but I beg, don’t try You’re going into this fight knowing you’ll die Why do you still insist on saving the world? This all will end with the human race unfurled Just look at me, the beast you turned me into I’m giving you the right, I’ll make you pick or choose I know that it’s your choice but why’d you decline? Oh well my friend, see you on the other side You are such a pity, this is such a pity I beg you, please don’t shoot, don’t try and flee The only thing awaiting you is death’s destiny Heal, reveal the truth you’ll die The mass destruction torching you’s warming my insides Can’t you accept it? Accept your demise? Can you accept it? Before we both lose our minds? I’ve tried my best holding her back, but now it’s time To come into this world to take back what’s mine The guns you hold in your hands are nothing to me The people are cheering for me, can you not see? You stop me in my tracks before I can attack Your leader stares into my eyes, unholy black Why do you act like you’ll unlock my memory? What is this unholy feeling that’s inside of me? Just smile arrogantly Hold smile, arrogantly Can’t act arrogantly My face hurts, please save me "Oh my, such a pity..." "I'm not who I should be." "Oh my, what a pity..." "Whose heart is inside me?" I know you’ll take your chance, and you’ll succeed Your actions aren’t of selfish wants, there’s no sign of greed Use your heart, seal me away So that way I can’t ever come back to strike someday Please trap me somewhere Somewhere out of sight Please trap me somewhere An abyss will do just nice
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Unable to see you, yet I feel you here Inside of this safe room, but I have one fear They said you’d forget me within a month’s time My heart felt so empty, it’s slowly burning deep inside But our worst nightmare came true by a hair Despair flowing from a black and white bear You said they’d be okay! Hope it’s not too late To be saved by those remnants you craved It’s getting hard to breathe, hold me by my sleeve You’re relieved, all we’ll do is believe He throws me to the ground, “What have you done now?” How did this turn to my fault somehow? They take me to my room, this will be my tomb Until their hope blooms Then started the draining game we had to watch Saw my friends one by one solve the murders botched It was all so painful, I couldn’t believe How could you all do this? Can’t you see me? Can’t you hear me?! Stabbed, baked, and slaughtered, beat, hanged, unbothered Fell down, trampled into the hot ground Those were my friends to me, don’t do this to me! They can’t leave! They can’t be dead, god, please… They’ve broken all our vows, I’m alive somehow Gotta let out this despair right now! You’ve left me all alone, you’ll need to atone But of course, I’m standing on my own I’m losing the feelings of my hands and knees I’m going crazy…- look at you on the tv, you’re not the same to me can’t believe won’t believe i’ll believe you’ll believe all of those years ago, all of those dreams you’d throw i don’t know, you don’t know, they don’t know, we don’t know this feeling in my chest, i’m not doing my best you’d attest, just a jest, you’d protest, what a ‘test’ there’s wishes i can’t grant, you go into your rant but i can’t, i just can’t, we just can’t, i just can’t you then take hold of some rope, you stay true to your trope trust in hope, there is hope, i’m your hope, here’s your hope! with the spear above your head, you’re prepared for heaven’s bed filled with dread, all my dread, keeps despair fed Why did you have to go? Now I’m all alone There’s no joy left inside of my soul I said you couldn’t die! That you had to try But I guess you had your death in mind My eyes are blurring still, stay awake until All the blood, all of my blood will spill This was your fault you know, with your hope in tow Recall what happened years ago You said that you hated me For wanting to protect you, now look what happened to you I wake up in a bed, pulses through my head Is this when I wish that I was dead? I remember last night, that was quite a fright At least now you’ll be alright
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Finches 04:22
In this house with creaks and cracks And the sharp wind pushing me back With this book in my hands, I push on to No Man’s land I wish I could say all the things that stayed that day But now I am gone Ate and ate and ate some more Until her health was all too poor House stranded on the low shore ‘Till the curse was hers she swore She treads towards the light, and no one knows if she died It’s just you and I, and this book I’ve yet to hide Crushed by a frail dragon’s wings Carried by the wind from his swing She’s hugged by monsters then screams Ran outside, and the sun he sees Stand by the graves, the souls who gave their life away For stories’ sake, was coming here a brave mistake? Pushed down by deer by its horns Drowned in a tub, just barely born Flattened by the strong winds A young swan’s story then begins The lost fantasy, he saw things that we couldn’t see Lost family, now the only one left is me Railroads tracks I walk along Until the bright moon in the sky’s gone Were they right about me? Did they see things I couldn’t see? My darling child, we’ll make it out alive somehow Those days have passed, making sure that my life will last Now it’s up to you my dear To make the past all crystal clear Although I’m not with you now You came to this world with vows I wish I could say all the things that stayed that day But now I am gone, back to where the Finches belong
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Outsider 03:27
Grab my hand you will see Your existence is the key Come on, from afar, hear the howl Of the enemy because we’re winning right now! Bear the weapon of the goddess I have faith that you will do this Hoping that I won’t be murdered in the process But I know that you’re here For me when I’m down in fear Because I remember you’re there For me when I’m trying to hold back my own tears Through the hard times, you were right there Having someone there for me is rare Shout a war cry into the sky, stand together! I’m scared of my past, I’m scared I won’t last We’ve got to move fast, making sure that the time to die has passed My consequences, break down defenses Can’t break my feelings, I have nothing to sense this... I’m an outsider, I’m not sure where to start My impact is wider, I swear I have good heart Why are you so afraid of me? I did something unbecoming? I just hate this part... I swear that I’m a good person, you’re just blinded by wrong I will not keep dancing to your ignorant song Have your faith and have your reason, but you’re blinded by delusion Why can’t you see? Please my friend, can’t you see? With your sword please set us free I’ll say: without you, we’ll decay Wait, the hell was that? I didn’t say that, no way! Everyone loved you and your glee And that sight was so hard to see I’m the leader and they left me to drown in the sea Eagles who fly high, made out of lion's hide At least my dear friends are the ones who still have pride* I’m an outsider, but I’ll keep my resolve All the prejudice that’s present, I will absolve Whether noble or commoner, we’re the same if we’re together That’s what I think So come on, grab hold of my hand, and we’ll fly together If you’re here with me, I’ll feel like I’m in aether All your friends right here beside you, there’s nothing you and I can’t do I can’t help but smile And there’s a Million ways that I can’t ever thank you Hurt your heart even when I don’t mean to There’s a beast who died from all his slaughter And a queen who spilled blood in the water All those men who fell, isn’t that my fault? All I feel is emotional assault This stupid world it’s just not for me! I wish I could stay for this happy ending But my own adventure is only beginning Cross the mountains and say farewell I’m not sure what my tale will tell So goodbye for now...
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Dawning on the mask to see through their facades We’ll then start moving on forward with a small, simple nod He’s licking his lips, offered a kiss Mother long gone, thievery strong Give him the dough, or they won’t know Ruling burglars, plot his murder A ruling class, his lying ass A cup’s godsent, is this the end? Chase the sun ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM Every day, every night, we’ll fight with all our might ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM Like a shining knight, we won’t leave without a fight ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM We will bring the world justice no matter the cost ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM Recovering what has been lost There's a will, there's a way I swear that I'm ok Us eight will save the day No matter come what may There's a will, there's a way I swear that I'm ok Us eight will save the day In this dark world of gray There's nothing to fear when you're all at my side Oppose your leader, surrender, and then we won’t confide I have the feeling something’s coming Intuition leads frustration I’ll wake up to a coverup Is this really reality? This all feels fake, what does it take? Detective prince shows up amiss Chase the stars ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM Every day, every night, we’ll fight with all our might ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM Like a shining knight, we won’t leave without a fight ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM We will bring the world justice no matter the cost ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM Recovering what has been lost Keep holding on, just carrying on bygones Don’t be a pawn, pass batons til’ war’s won Though all our hearts fall apart into shards We’ll play our part, trust in the cards Can’t keep holding on, I can’t carry on bygones We’re all just his pawns, from the depths, desire spawns Although all our hearts may fall into shards I promise you, we’ll restart Acting aggressive, but a strong soul Cut but flashy, a role model Artist, gamer, fight together! Cat’s protected by his seniors A new girl to add to the ranks: A gymnast who shares family’s face Chase the dawn ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM Every day, every night, we’ll fight with all our might ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM Like a shining knight, we won’t leave without a fight ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM We will bring the world justice no matter the cost ‘Cause I’m a PHANTOM Recovering what has been lost
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Vengeance 04:56
A boar with sharpened claws, a boy who’s gone distraught Was all of this for not? Those filthy rats we haven’t caught! It’s a debt I must repay, that girl shall die today so the voices go away And all those soldiers in my way I’ll slay I was always like this, I just didn’t show it Until the mask was thrown off, all I could do was scoff Is this some twisted joke only meant to provoke? The wretched witch stands there, I want her head before me. Sound fair? With my lance we’ll advance I’m not up for liar’s dance Even though I might die I will still try, so just get out of my way! This empress is my pray Throw you into the fray and nobody will die today! Got no time for all your glee, the voices speak to me I’m on a killing spree, only with my body count they’ll be free Well five years have long passed, can’t indulge in the past Oh my dear professor, these victims are not the last My best friend sacrificed himself for me, their king But what purpose is there for me when only my lance is sheathed? Climbing stairs dis-repaired To see my teacher stand there This feels like it’s a dream I can’t believe that you’re alive after all, so join me in my brawl And we will kill them all, and nobody will hear our call There’s a debt I haven’t paid, I’ll kill Eagles today The Deer are my meek pray, but to Lions I’m just a stray Well, who cares where this will end? All we’ll do is defend Who cares about your friends? Only the rats we have to tend We’ll kill all the ones we hate, that cling tight onto fate And I will set them straight, but of course I will fall for the damn bait… Tell me why I am like this Instead of talking I hiss I know that something’s amiss I’m sinking into abyss My father, mother and shield With her head their graves will fill Avenge those who stood beside me Our perseverance is my key I have no plans to run and flee Not with Blue Lions beside me These boar’s claws are all gone and this king is not distraught Not all of this was for naught, let’s catch these rats we haven’t caught There’s a debt I haven’t paid, Eagles will die today And Deer will run away, but us Lions are here to stay! Now, this long journey will start, and we will never part I feel it in my heart, and my will won’t be torn apart We’ll protect the ones we love, and pray to gods above And we won’t fight and shove, rather fly through the sky like a white dove
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Take Me Down 04:21
I have to do this for everyone Make sure this plan is stopped by none There can’t be any mistakes, I’ll do this no matter what it takes Reset memories before it’s too late A wonderful, cold New Year’s morning A young girl no longer in mourning All your pain has washed away, there’s no reason to be afraid So go enjoy yourselves another day No evil adults of this world trying to crush young teens beneath their feet No young boys and girls in the rankings trying their best just to compete Although you’re not used to this time, admit this world has left you with chills This world isn’t that real, this world was fine until- Painting your futures bright For your happiness I’ll rewrite Your past is not in vain Your dreams are worth endless chasing You’re keeping her pain prime Can’t see you’re running out of time? Only you can take me down-down-down-down There’s a will, there’s a way, I swear you’ll be okay I’ll rewrite everyday, happy in every way There’s a will, there’s a way, I swear you’ll be okay I’ll rewrite everyday, no one in disarray Why do you still insist you keep doing this? You’re making the world suffer I’m the only one that’s capable of this, there isn’t any other! You may think that you know what you want, but I know what you see and need Won’t give up easily, make this harder for me Painting your futures bright For your happiness I’ll rewrite Your past is not in vain Your dreams are worth endless chasing I promise you’ll be fine Your future will be quite sublime Your heart won’t tear in two Agree to my contract, will you? Their happiness you’ll steal Our ideals match, it’s so unreal Don’t forsake your dear friends Don’t you see? Their heart’s on the mend You’re keeping her pain prime Can’t see you’re running out of time Only you can take me down-down-down-down Painting your futures bright Your dreams are worth endless chasing I said that’d you’d be fine Your heart won’t crumble too Why’d you rip my contract in two? You ruined everything You see reality shaking? I guess this is the end Not until my dearest’s heart mends You’re keeping my pain prime Can’t see I’m running out of time Only you can take me down-down-down-down Reality’s shaking Think of all the hearts you’re breaking Did I run out of time? You took everything left of mine I beg you, let me go There’s nothing left that you don’t know I’ll see you soon, my dear
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Sing to See 03:57
Remember when we met in the hallways? Helped with my books, and you went on your way I was lonely, so you spent lunchtime with me “After school? Same place?” I said, “Well, we’ll see.” Memories flooding in, I’m drowning in my sin String of fate running thin, why couldn’t our love begin? If I could, then I would stare at her, stay where I stood Sing this song on high In this depressed weather, my sadness, a feather All the lies I’d tether, you said we’d stick together The city is pretty, and I see you with me Sing this song tonight Let the bass kick, let the hats hit Can you feel it in the mosh pit? The 21 means the war’s won We will knock them all out, then some I can do this, I will do this I will climb out of this abyss Just to see you, see only you Yes, only you, still can’t see you... Oh, how things change, I thought that we’d make it Barely alive, I’m tired, I’ll admit Your hand I grab isn’t yours in the first place You let go, and leave without a trace It’s been weeks, where’d you go? All the fits that I’d throw Do you think that I’d know? Only my suspicion grows There you are! You’re bizarre leaving me here in scars Waiting all my life... Well how long has it been? I can’t see you again I can still see your grin, but now it crawls in my skin How can you? How dare you leave me, it’s far too soon Singing songs to cry I can hear the thunder as I walk in gutters You made my heart flutter, there isn’t any other I’ll stay here, stay right here, stay here where no one can hear Singing songs all night
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